The injury and diagnosis

It wasn’t my first triathlon. I’d recently returned from representing Australia in the World Age Group Triathlon Championships in Rotterdam a few months prior. I was fit. I was healthy. It came out of the blue.

The incident forced the shutdown of my digital marketing consulting business. I resigned as President of my local triathlon club. I relocated eight hours drive to live with my parents. I left behind my entire life and community.

I had never heard of an injury like mine. It took me over two years to discover what happened: a virus aggressively inflamed my central nervous system. It affected my memory, language, balance, hearing, listening, speaking. My blood pressure and heart rate dysfunctional due to a condition called Dysautonomia.

All these symptoms combined with vertigo, GI, hormonal, thyroid issues left me in a chronic state of ill health. I was additionally diagnosed with Chronic Fatigue Syndrome (ME/CFS).

Due to the delay in receiving medical treatment, I spent longer in an acute phase of brain inflammation. My cognitive impairments meant I relied on communicating with simple YES and NO answers. With therapy, I have regained my speaking abilities.

The injury caused Central Auditory Processing Disorder which means I am unable to be in noisy places. Everyday sound – birds, lawnmowers, radio – gives me debilitating migraines. I am housebound with this invisible disability. When I venture out, I wear ear plugs and noise-cancelling headphones but they don’t always work.

A new community

For an extrovert like me, my situation is excruciatingly lonely. I need to connect with people in order to stay sane. I started my blog (sarahrasborsek.com) to communicate with my family, friends and doctors. I shared my story with online forums and support groups. I have met people from all over the world. I made some amazing friends. I discovered a passion for writing I never knew existed. It is one of the gifts from my brain injury.

Through my writing, I found a whole new community. I realised I’m not alone. People who understand exactly what I experienced. It is these connections that give me the strength and persistence to progress forward.

I am hopeful for an improvement in my auditory processing functionality. My goal one day is to sit in a noisy cafe with a bunch of friends (post COVID, of course!).

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Sarah wrote Returning to the Fray for Brain Injury Awareness Week 2020.

Sarah blogs about her recovery from brain injury at www.sarahrasborsek.com